#34. Rebellion

OH MY GAWD. D: JUST..OWH MEH GAWD. Normally I would just go jaw-dropped but this is...OH MEH GAWD. D: Definitely oh meh gawd. This is awesome. THIS IS BEYOND AWESOME. I just cannot believe this. I really can't. If Jackelyn saw this..OH MEH GAWD. I think I'm going to go broke again.

And the stand is GREAT! The item is on pre-order which I'm not sure when...but I'll placed it on order whenever the item is already open for preorder. THIS IS BEYOND AWESOME. I'm such a code geass Lelouch  freak. Available in two different poses...*dies*  I'm soo going to order this once preorders open. And Jacky? I'M GOING TO BEAT YOU TO IT. HAH!

All of the collection cases for you to keep the figurines in are...SOLD OUT. D: And I was hoping to get my hands on one. So I can place some of my figurines in them (those without window boxes)... But then I subcribe to them and hopefully, my prayers will be answered. Hopefully... @.@

#33. Peach

The barbeque last night was anything but sucks~ IT WAS PURE AWESOME. At that instant wehn I jumped out of the car, I immediately ran to the yard to have the feast of my life. And oh my fucking god, IS THAT LMAP CHOP I SEE?! My hand was awatted away by my uncle thoug when I took it out of the plate. LOL. And we battled for the lamp chop with our chopsticks until both of us are kicked out back into the house, poking our chopsticks at each other.

It was fun and I wished we will have this gathering again.

There's stick food, hot dogs on sticks, crab stick on more sticks. But sadly, no satay. And no potatoes on stick since we have a major blackout yesterday. Not at my granny's house though. It affected other areas other than Mabohai and Bearakas and a couple of other places that I'm not really familiar with. Thank god. Or else there wll be no barbeque and all of us will probably make a campfire and sit around it swapping ghost stories.

I rather have the food. seriously.

And so I finally gotten the time to download AG Text Hooker, the Togainu no Chi game as well as Atlas. I wanted to get the original PC game though but the thought of my poor wallet dying in front of my eyes shrugged it off immediately. I don't think I can survive with more bankruptcy. The Text hooker is a great thng to use. You see, it grabs the text whatever comes up on the game and the Atlas Translator screen will ultimately popped up, translating what it has to say.

Neat huh?

Now I don't have to worry and feeling bored that I don't understand whatever they say since the game is in pure japanese. Too bad I deleted my Enzai or esle I would be having double fun. HAHAHAHA. And as some of you might have noticed, I got a Euphie header from Code Geass. It was sad to see her die. She's one of my favourite characters. Damn Geass for losing control at that moment! @.@ So it acts as a tribute to her...

TOGAINU NO CHI-ING at the moment.

#32. Scribbling

I scribbled at school today on my revision paper.

I scribbled when no one was looking.

I scribbled when the teacher starts bullshitting abotu random stuff.

And I scribbled when my mom start hitting me with lectures.

Talk about headaches. @.@

So now I feel...

SO RETARDED D:

#31. Dev Meet III

So I forgot. Meh.

Anyways, the DeviantArt Meet for Bruneians 2008 is here soon to the retailers near you!

The TUT. Nah.

I was just saying that the BruDeviant Meet the THRID is going to be here..SOON.

Time: 10 am
Date: 28th June 2008 (Saturday)
Venue: The Mall, Gadong
Hosts: Rairai, Lid and Azi

So those who are an artist! Come come~ SHARE YOUR WONDERFUL ARTS.

And from what Pochi said, they're going to be cosplayers. So far the confirmed characters are:

Near from Death Note
Akira from Lucky Star
Ranmaru Mori from Samurai Warriors 2
Minato from Persona 3
Yukari from Persona 3

INFORMATION STEALIE FROM POCHI AND IS NOT COPYRIGHTED TO IT OR ELSE POCHI WILL CUT ME OPEN, SLICE ME UP AND FEED ME TO THE DOGS....

:D

Meh.

#30. Air Mail V.S. EMS

So they all say airmail is better. Cheaper and much more reliable. And most importantly, CHEAP. But some argued that EMS Speedpost is MUCH MUCH MORE MORE SUPREMELY BETTER than little old Airmail. And the next thing I knew, I found myself cheering for EMS since it's reliable, have an online tracking system, SPEEDOOO-POSTO. And yeah, practically speedy. But not to mention that it's just too expensive and I rather go for puny airmail than stick with speedy post. EXPENSIVE.

Besides, the post office people will delay it anyway. No matter how I practically screamed. So yeah. DELAYED.

So now the score is = AIRMAIL: 100 | EMS: 0

Two days ago, I went to get my parcel. And oh boy, I was so excited. These awesome creations came in the mail!

That is basically so self-explanatory. My ouran cosplay will be completed soon! IF IF IF IF IF I manage to get a nice black wig or cut my hair since I'm eager on doing that. Long hair is making me annoyed. and a navy blue blazer. That's it, I'm cutting my hair! @.@ I told my mom I want to cut it and she was like.."OMG. WHEN?! I can bring you there right now!!!" Gave her a glare and shrug her off. I was beggining to think that she wants my hair to be cut so she won't be picking up long strands of hair on the ground. That sneaky monster. >_>

Jackelyn called last night to see if I still want that Shiki figure or not. I DO WANT it. But I'm not so sure anymre. You see, I'm kind off tight right now. Have been thinking off selling my merchandises online but the thing is I don't really want to part with them. THEY'RE MY FREAKING BABIES. :/ And yeah, babies for life.

#29. Cleaning.

I cleaned up my profile layout since i don't like the look of it. And hopefully, will find some time to really clean it up this time. And a section of it is still under construction. >D I'll be cleaning up this layout also to make it more bright..and will be changing the header also. lol. I know.

8D

And my postal came in the mail yesterday. Heh.

#28. Gazette-ism

Fanfiction. The root of all evil is beggining to try and take a bite out of me. From before until now, I have never walked out of the A9 fandom since I'm always or as I once thought will only stick to the Saga/Shou fandom forever and ever and ever. Alas, I read one Reita/Ruki fanfiction and got myself swindled into it. Darn fanfictions.

So now I'm working on a one shot. Trying to make it as fluffy as usual without adding a pinch of angst-angst. And yes, Gazette related. I might even considered adding a fanfiction page here..to archive my works so as to not make anyone feel uncomfortable with male/male love expecially with REAL HUMAN BEINGS. Yes, they walk and they talk. And they're sex gods on two legs. Awesome huh.

So Reita/Ruki is my very first priority. I have never written j-rock fanfictions before or any stories associating with real live humans so please do bear with me. @.@ I'm known for my Shaman King stories. The Hao/Yoh ones and nope, not telling my ff.net pen name. I got enough trouble already.

Hopefully, it turns out okay.

#27. 100% AWESOME!

I'm completely satisfied with it. Today seems to be the luckiest day of my life. I went and bought 4 anime merchandises and even saw a 1/8 TELOS FIGURE in a PERFECT PACKAGE!!! I was like omg-ing but the supplier says it's only on display. Make me heartbroken though when he said that.... T_T

Just hope that they're wiling to let it go soon because that TELOS figure is a must have for any xenosaga fans out there! I bought a Byakuya key cover... Didn't notice it was a key cover until my friend point it out. THANKS! I was kinda blank at that moment too...too blinded by the huge amount of merchandises. It was heaven. I wanted to get Hani's pink bunny and Tamaki's brown teddy bear but after a while of thinking, I didn't get any since I was low on cash...

I regret though. T_T Should have gotten both. Instead, I entertain myself with a bleach key cover, two hitman reborns keychain and a bleach phone strap. $8.60 bucks altogether. Awesome price huh.

And as you can see, my outfit is cmpletely done and I'm really 100% satisfied with it. >D And my Minato outfit is now 100% completed...minus the expensive mp3 player and earphones. I really want them though... @.@

And besides, I have no more money left anyway. And thank you MOM! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I don't really know how much the outfit cost but my mom paid for it without any further hesitation. And by the look of triumph in her eyes, bet it wasn't expensive. lol. She's such a bargain killer.

#26. Correction. Theory needs to be corrected.

It's not my fault that my brain decided to go blank during practical. Nope. Not my fault at all. I wasn't thinking of any....stupid things when I'm doing my titration. Nope. No again. And it's entirely not my fault that I pour the whole 250cm3 beaker full of Hydrochloric Acid on myself this afternoon. Nope. Deefinitely not my fault at all. And accidentally squirting my poor friends face with distilled water? Nope...not my fault again.

So who is it? Who did all those stupid stunts?

.....

Maybe Piang is right. I'm stupid. My mom don't trust me by myself.

It was an accident though. Pour myself with HCL. And some ester got onto my clothes. 8D It was a fun experience though. Neevr in my mind that chemistry can be this fun. xD

And the squirting thing? Again, another stupid and clumsy accident of mine. I was washing the test tubes and the poor unfortunate souls that stood next to me...well let's just say they got soaked. lol. They stood five metres away from me after that. xD

And I smell like medicine after that ester thing. My mom thought my legs got tangled up again and I fell. And the school's sick bay ahve to spread large chunks of oils or ubat on me or something. The look on her face was priceless and she fussed over m like I hurt myself badly or soemthing like that.

What is it with this disbelieving attitude? So she's saying that I cannot survive on my own? Oh wait...they're right! I definitely cannot survive on my own out there. Couldn't even last a good five minutes without snacks.

CASED CLOSED.

*STAMP*

#25. Journey

This is my own journal. This is my private journal. My private journal so I'm allowed to say whatever I want right? I don't know what's up with the posting thing today but I felt like it...because this is where I record things that happened in my life, be it sad or happy.  Yeah...my personal journal. But why do I feel like sometimes, I'm lying here?  Sometimes, I feel like I'm not speaking the truth or the truth is so far from me....

Cries. A journal is where you should express yourself. But why do I sometimes not feel that way? Maybe because I'm scared to hurt other people, sometimes I feel like I'm part of soemthing big and yet, am scared to admit it. I'm a coward. I really am a coward. I'm a coward for not owning up to things I do. I'm a coward for calling some peple my friends. I'm a coward for admitting the truth. I'm a coward for looking at people so happy....and carefree.

I'm a coward for loneliness.

I feel left out when tehy share something interesting. I feel left out when I found out they share a wonderful experience together. I feel left out when I see them sharing a thought. And not to mention that I feel so alone... I don't really know myself anymore..

I'm just scared to know that I'm not wanted. Mix signals....are painful.

#24. Jeslyn In Wonderland

THANK YOU VYNNA! YOU'RE AWESOME! THANK YOU FOR ONE OF THE MOST GREATEST PRESENT OF MY LIFE. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. YOU'RE THE BEST. AND AND I WILL BE LOYAL AND LAO HU YOU FOREVER AND EVER. I WILL CREATE A WONDERFUL SHRINE TO YOU AND DEDICATE YOU TO MY BIG BOOK OF HISTORY.  YOU'RE AN AWESOME GIRL AND AND THANK YOU AGAIN ONE MORE TIME FOR THE AWESOME GACKT PRESSY. AND YOU'RE JUST SO GACKT-A-LICIOUS.

I have a feeling I went a bit overboard. But to get my point cross, well...my point IS crossed. LOL. I'm sorry for spamming your friends page but hell, if I don't post it right now, I might go cuckoo.

And of course, on a side note, PLEASE BE KNOWN THAT THE MOOD THEME WHICH I'M GOING TO BE USING IHAS SOME EXPLICIT NUDITY, BOYXBOY. So if a particular moodtheme shows a boy masturbating and is titled under productive doesn't mean that I'm doing that. Am a girl dammit. :D With that coming from a yaoi game, heh. SO PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED WHEN YOU SEE IT. IT'S ME AFTER ALL. 8D
 

#23. Knock-out

So I cancelled my Shiki 1/10 PVC figure preorder. =.= Now what? I have been once more brainwashed by my friend saying that figures do nothing but collect dusts and cds are ten times much more better than them. They ring in your ears and they have awesome rythms. heh. Now that comes from one girl who just spent $200+ bucks on CD Japan. Awesome huh. No wonder I find her words...brainwashing.

So I stalked over to CD Japan and spend a measly US$48 bucks there purchasing Gackt's Greatest Filmography -RED- version before going off and buying his previous two singles. Cool huh.

She asked me why? And I said, "Cause Gackt is the sex god of all living things. And as much as I hate to admit it, HE IS THE SEX." She oohed. And left me alone to my gackt fantasy.

Been planning to purchase BLUE. But after a while of thinking, my mind turned solid and I cried at my wallet. It's dying....soon if I don't control my internet shopping obssession.

Sigh.

Not that I will really go brankrupt. Am still waiting for someone to purchase Mirror Ball so I can rip it off her. For FREE. But I bet she's going to kill me for even thinking about that.

And I'm sorry for my boring posts. Because I really don't have anything to talk about. My life have been a supreme mess lately...Couldn't find a decent someone to actually talk to without feeling down. It's hard but I guess life is just like that, ne? And surprisingly, Lindsay is still there for me although she's faraway in the states. I LOVE YOU LINDS ALTHOUGH YOUR CRAZY MIND POLLUTES ME A LOT. :D She reccomends me to make up an imaginary friend. =.=  I'm old enough to not make imaginary friend.

And then she start describing about her imaginary friend. Imagine that coming out from a girl who is already in her nineteen. =.= A while fluffy rabbit, huge awesome high heels, super jet packs, awesome taste in pastries, loves smashing unknown people with pies, necktie, bonnet and her old grandma's dress.

WTF.

She seriously needs to go see her therapist. @.@

And did I mention that I sucks at law lessons? D: Failed my revision test. Sad, huh?