#27. 100% AWESOME!

I'm completely satisfied with it. Today seems to be the luckiest day of my life. I went and bought 4 anime merchandises and even saw a 1/8 TELOS FIGURE in a PERFECT PACKAGE!!! I was like omg-ing but the supplier says it's only on display. Make me heartbroken though when he said that.... T_T

Just hope that they're wiling to let it go soon because that TELOS figure is a must have for any xenosaga fans out there! I bought a Byakuya key cover... Didn't notice it was a key cover until my friend point it out. THANKS! I was kinda blank at that moment too...too blinded by the huge amount of merchandises. It was heaven. I wanted to get Hani's pink bunny and Tamaki's brown teddy bear but after a while of thinking, I didn't get any since I was low on cash...

I regret though. T_T Should have gotten both. Instead, I entertain myself with a bleach key cover, two hitman reborns keychain and a bleach phone strap. $8.60 bucks altogether. Awesome price huh.

And as you can see, my outfit is cmpletely done and I'm really 100% satisfied with it. >D And my Minato outfit is now 100% completed...minus the expensive mp3 player and earphones. I really want them though... @.@

And besides, I have no more money left anyway. And thank you MOM! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I don't really know how much the outfit cost but my mom paid for it without any further hesitation. And by the look of triumph in her eyes, bet it wasn't expensive. lol. She's such a bargain killer.

#26. Correction. Theory needs to be corrected.

It's not my fault that my brain decided to go blank during practical. Nope. Not my fault at all. I wasn't thinking of any....stupid things when I'm doing my titration. Nope. No again. And it's entirely not my fault that I pour the whole 250cm3 beaker full of Hydrochloric Acid on myself this afternoon. Nope. Deefinitely not my fault at all. And accidentally squirting my poor friends face with distilled water? Nope...not my fault again.

So who is it? Who did all those stupid stunts?

.....

Maybe Piang is right. I'm stupid. My mom don't trust me by myself.

It was an accident though. Pour myself with HCL. And some ester got onto my clothes. 8D It was a fun experience though. Neevr in my mind that chemistry can be this fun. xD

And the squirting thing? Again, another stupid and clumsy accident of mine. I was washing the test tubes and the poor unfortunate souls that stood next to me...well let's just say they got soaked. lol. They stood five metres away from me after that. xD

And I smell like medicine after that ester thing. My mom thought my legs got tangled up again and I fell. And the school's sick bay ahve to spread large chunks of oils or ubat on me or something. The look on her face was priceless and she fussed over m like I hurt myself badly or soemthing like that.

What is it with this disbelieving attitude? So she's saying that I cannot survive on my own? Oh wait...they're right! I definitely cannot survive on my own out there. Couldn't even last a good five minutes without snacks.

CASED CLOSED.

*STAMP*

#25. Journey

This is my own journal. This is my private journal. My private journal so I'm allowed to say whatever I want right? I don't know what's up with the posting thing today but I felt like it...because this is where I record things that happened in my life, be it sad or happy.  Yeah...my personal journal. But why do I feel like sometimes, I'm lying here?  Sometimes, I feel like I'm not speaking the truth or the truth is so far from me....

Cries. A journal is where you should express yourself. But why do I sometimes not feel that way? Maybe because I'm scared to hurt other people, sometimes I feel like I'm part of soemthing big and yet, am scared to admit it. I'm a coward. I really am a coward. I'm a coward for not owning up to things I do. I'm a coward for calling some peple my friends. I'm a coward for admitting the truth. I'm a coward for looking at people so happy....and carefree.

I'm a coward for loneliness.

I feel left out when tehy share something interesting. I feel left out when I found out they share a wonderful experience together. I feel left out when I see them sharing a thought. And not to mention that I feel so alone... I don't really know myself anymore..

I'm just scared to know that I'm not wanted. Mix signals....are painful.

#24. Jeslyn In Wonderland

THANK YOU VYNNA! YOU'RE AWESOME! THANK YOU FOR ONE OF THE MOST GREATEST PRESENT OF MY LIFE. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. YOU'RE THE BEST. AND AND I WILL BE LOYAL AND LAO HU YOU FOREVER AND EVER. I WILL CREATE A WONDERFUL SHRINE TO YOU AND DEDICATE YOU TO MY BIG BOOK OF HISTORY.  YOU'RE AN AWESOME GIRL AND AND THANK YOU AGAIN ONE MORE TIME FOR THE AWESOME GACKT PRESSY. AND YOU'RE JUST SO GACKT-A-LICIOUS.

I have a feeling I went a bit overboard. But to get my point cross, well...my point IS crossed. LOL. I'm sorry for spamming your friends page but hell, if I don't post it right now, I might go cuckoo.

And of course, on a side note, PLEASE BE KNOWN THAT THE MOOD THEME WHICH I'M GOING TO BE USING IHAS SOME EXPLICIT NUDITY, BOYXBOY. So if a particular moodtheme shows a boy masturbating and is titled under productive doesn't mean that I'm doing that. Am a girl dammit. :D With that coming from a yaoi game, heh. SO PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED WHEN YOU SEE IT. IT'S ME AFTER ALL. 8D
 

#23. Knock-out

So I cancelled my Shiki 1/10 PVC figure preorder. =.= Now what? I have been once more brainwashed by my friend saying that figures do nothing but collect dusts and cds are ten times much more better than them. They ring in your ears and they have awesome rythms. heh. Now that comes from one girl who just spent $200+ bucks on CD Japan. Awesome huh. No wonder I find her words...brainwashing.

So I stalked over to CD Japan and spend a measly US$48 bucks there purchasing Gackt's Greatest Filmography -RED- version before going off and buying his previous two singles. Cool huh.

She asked me why? And I said, "Cause Gackt is the sex god of all living things. And as much as I hate to admit it, HE IS THE SEX." She oohed. And left me alone to my gackt fantasy.

Been planning to purchase BLUE. But after a while of thinking, my mind turned solid and I cried at my wallet. It's dying....soon if I don't control my internet shopping obssession.

Sigh.

Not that I will really go brankrupt. Am still waiting for someone to purchase Mirror Ball so I can rip it off her. For FREE. But I bet she's going to kill me for even thinking about that.

And I'm sorry for my boring posts. Because I really don't have anything to talk about. My life have been a supreme mess lately...Couldn't find a decent someone to actually talk to without feeling down. It's hard but I guess life is just like that, ne? And surprisingly, Lindsay is still there for me although she's faraway in the states. I LOVE YOU LINDS ALTHOUGH YOUR CRAZY MIND POLLUTES ME A LOT. :D She reccomends me to make up an imaginary friend. =.=  I'm old enough to not make imaginary friend.

And then she start describing about her imaginary friend. Imagine that coming out from a girl who is already in her nineteen. =.= A while fluffy rabbit, huge awesome high heels, super jet packs, awesome taste in pastries, loves smashing unknown people with pies, necktie, bonnet and her old grandma's dress.

WTF.

She seriously needs to go see her therapist. @.@

And did I mention that I sucks at law lessons? D: Failed my revision test. Sad, huh?