Wednesday, October 12, 2011

#309. Avengers Tease



Aww. I love you both. <3

HAHA!

#308. So I said...

...life couldn't be anymore better.

I have two reports. One due tomorrow and another one due on Monday. I don't really have to worry much about the Monday once since the Professor gave us some feedback on our presentation. I think we did good. Just need to find out what more is there to add to make the work better and more...should I say, full.

I still haven't get myself started on the one due tomorrow. Can I write it in bullet points instead? Hahhahaa. Didn't do much in class today also. Was chitchatting most of the time.

BTW!

I'M GOING TO THE FUCKING MCM EXPO + COMIC-CON!!!! WOOTS!!!

SNWHDYDYEGDYEGDUEGDUEGDUEGDSHADGD!!!!

I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!! This will my very convention. I am so happy I decided to take HCI in the end cause I get to meet wonderful people like Sasha and Owain!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

So excited!! I promised I will try to get as many pictures as possible but uh, don't sweat on it since I will be too busy looking around and buying stuffs. I need to limit my purchase to 100 pounds for that day. Definitely do not want to starve for the rest of the month. Aha.

And has anyone seen the Avenger's trailer?

I am so excited for it also. MISTRESSANDMOE Loki needs some love!!





8D Awesome isn't it? Love the part where Loki chucked Tony out like that. I really love Loki. He's too adorable!


I swear Batman stuffs are trying to kill me. First it was HT, now it's Squeenix's turn to make me squeal. THEY ARE OH SO GORGEOUS. 


Definitely want to preorder Batman's soon enough!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

#307. Persona 4: The Animation


I am amazed. I am truly amazed. My tears started flowing when I heard the OP and when thei showed the day transition calendar, my mind went WTF THEY EVEN INCLUDED THIS KIND OF DETAIL?! It feels so much like the game!!! And it DIDN'T disappoint me one bit.

Some of the animations could be improved, but the close-ups are absolutely stunning. Even the commercial break showed the MC's stats parameters. I assumed they will upgrade it as the episodes go by. Intelligence +1 or something like that. HAHA. I personally can't wait for the Social Links to show up! I wonder how are they going to do that? 8D

And the OST, OMG, DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE OST. They didn't make a new batch. They reused the game's OST. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DIE THIS. HAHA It's these kind of details every game adaptation anime needs to look at!

The battle scene. The battle scene. The freaking battle scene. The face shot when he said Izanagi to deliver the final blow. HNNNGGG!!


Persona didn't mess up big time. When it comes to P4, they just couldn't and wouldn't dare to mess this awesome game up.

From the beautiful Pursuing your True Self opening song to the ending. UGH. I am so happy!! The MC talks! They didn't give him too much lines to talk and blabbed on and on like the other characters but they gave him just enough (just like the game again!) to speak when it's important and when they are asking for his opinion!

I am so used to him being silent. HAHA.

The first episode felt a bit rushed but they didn't skip out the important events. I didn't feel completely lost at all. Probably because I have already played the game. I don't know how the newcomers are going to feel about it.

But if I bloody catch one of you noobs out there sullying P4: Animation's good name, Imma kick your ass! This is like the best game adaption ever and they really done a great job! Some parts need some fixing but am happy if they keep this up!

And am so gonna die happy if somehow in the future, they decided to license the anime, AND they also decided to use back the original voice actors for the game, I will die happy.

I will seriously die happy.

Persona, you make my emo life complete.

Friday, October 7, 2011

#306. Dejected

Am angry.

Like super angry.

At no one in particular.

Just very pissed off at myself. 

UGH. 

I am so scared I won't be able to do the project on my own. I am more comfortable if I do it with someone else...who will want me to join their group. :(

But the thing is...no one wants me in their group. Perhaps it's because am not that close with them. I mean, heck, we just met or we never met buthey who knows they just saw some pictures and let's all leave out the asian bitch or something.

Hahhahaa. 

Sorry. I shouldn't think badly about the people who I never talked with. It's just so unkind of me. I can't help it though...It hurts. In a way. I want to score in this project. I want to make them all proud of me.

I guess I can't. Maybe I should have just gone for internship and stay in Brunei or something. Least that will make my life less miserable. :(

I am not that worried about studies. I know I can do it if I put my mind to it. But the project is just killing me slowly. Maybe I should have said screw the diploma. I just want my credits. But noooo, I just have to say I want a diploma. 

To be honest, I really really really want the diploma. A lot. 

But I wanna experience working in a group. I wanna experience doing something worthwhile. I wanna experience something different. I don't wanna stay coop up in my room all day long trying to code something on my own. 

I don't wanna. :(

Please let me have a group. Please. 

So many bad things happened to me already. Being left out in discussions, being the only one who is different, having not much friends, being rejected by a group, having my uncle passed away... It's just too much to bear. 

I may not be an academically good student but I can try. I will try. 

So why can't anyone give me a chance in proving myself?

I may not be skilled in something but I honestly can learn. I am willing to learn. Just gimme a chance...

Please...?