#334. CNN Practical + Doodles

I drew again in class....and cursed a lot too. Turns out I don't really have to wait all afternoon just for my next class to start gg. Rotted in the library for nothing. But luckily I always seem to bump into Edmund and Qays there so it's alright. :D They really reminded me of a piece of home that I can't really bring here. So thank you guys a lot.

So CNN class was seriously so unproductive today. Instead of doing work as usual, I drew again. LOL. I may not be the great artist...but I tried okay? :P 

#312. WTF

This is exactly how I looked like in class just now. I was so busy trying to keep myself awake that none of the  explanations go through my head. HAHA

Amiami just have the Batman figure up for pre-order. WHY SO EXPENSIVE. I DON'T COMPUTE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND?! *RIPSHAIR*

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW THAT I NEED MORE MOOLAH?! T_T

#306. Dejected

Am angry.

Like super angry.

At no one in particular.

Just very pissed off at myself. 

UGH. 

I am so scared I won't be able to do the project on my own. I am more comfortable if I do it with someone else...who will want me to join their group. :(

But the thing is...no one wants me in their group. Perhaps it's because am not that close with them. I mean, heck, we just met or we never met buthey who knows they just saw some pictures and let's all leave out the asian bitch or something.

Hahhahaa. 

Sorry. I shouldn't think badly about the people who I never talked with. It's just so unkind of me. I can't help it though...It hurts. In a way. I want to score in this project. I want to make them all proud of me.

I guess I can't. Maybe I should have just gone for internship and stay in Brunei or something. Least that will make my life less miserable. :(

I am not that worried about studies. I know I can do it if I put my mind to it. But the project is just killing me slowly. Maybe I should have said screw the diploma. I just want my credits. But noooo, I just have to say I want a diploma. 

To be honest, I really really really want the diploma. A lot. 

But I wanna experience working in a group. I wanna experience doing something worthwhile. I wanna experience something different. I don't wanna stay coop up in my room all day long trying to code something on my own. 

I don't wanna. :(

Please let me have a group. Please. 

So many bad things happened to me already. Being left out in discussions, being the only one who is different, having not much friends, being rejected by a group, having my uncle passed away... It's just too much to bear. 

I may not be an academically good student but I can try. I will try. 

So why can't anyone give me a chance in proving myself?

I may not be skilled in something but I honestly can learn. I am willing to learn. Just gimme a chance...

Please...?

#301. HOUSE. NEW HOUSE.

OH MY FUCKING GOD. NEW HOUSE. FINALLY. WE'RE GONNA MOVE HOUSE!

Ignore the sparkly text. Just so damn happy! My mom predicted we will get a house soon this year so she asked me to make sure I packed up all my junks nicely. I did after so much procrastination. AND NOW SHE REALLY GOT IT. WE'RE GONNA MOVE! TRALALLALALALALAA~

Too bad I won't be able to see it for my own since am stuck in UK for a year. @.@ The only down part to this thing is that it's DAMN far. Like damn far. :( It's near Muara Town. I doubt I will have much people come and visit now....or will I ever wanna go out now.

sobs. WAI SO FAR. But it can't be helped since we gotta be grateful they gave this to us. Gotta be grateful. :)

I had logic and logic programming today. It was interesting but I find it hard to concentrate. My mind keep on telling me it's time to sleep. So I got distracted most of the time but at least I understood what the lecturer was trying to say. I learned the basic mathematics logic before in UBD. I didn't really like it. But it doesn't hurt to relearn this again. Ahahahaha.

After that I went to town. The queue was terrible. And long. :( After about waiting for 20 mins, it was finally our turn. I was cranky and grumpy. We were trying our best to look for the stupid stationary store. IT TOOK US ABOUT 2 HOURS TO FIND THE SHOP. I SWEAR I WANNA DIE. Somewhere around then, me and Aden went to the comic book store. I was hoping to get my hands on the copy of the Dark Knight.

But I found them. OMG OMG.

 Flash was the last copy left on the shelf. I just have to take it. Superman still have a lot of copies left. But I don't want to risk it. >.< So I got it off the shelf too. Now all I have to wait is the 2nd print of Batman and Wonder Woman. Am also still waiting for my JLA to arrive. :( I hope nothing's wrong with the shipping process.

And we also stopped by a place to eat along the way at Munchies. I ordered the Medium Bacon Burger Meal set.

I regret ordering it. I SHOULD HAVE ASKED FOR SMALL. BUT NOOOO. I have to be keh kiang and ask for medium. =.= Biggest mistake ever. The portion was so big that I can't finish it on my own. No wonder the guy was like asking me if we are eating separately or together. I didn't quite get it at first though. LOL

I also went to HMV. They have the Batman Arkham City set for preorder. I wanted to ask how much it cost but I chickened out? LOL AND I SAW THE 3DS. 150 POUNDS FOR ONE. OMG.

Last but not least:

*drools* Supey, are you staring at Batsy? :D I know you are, you scoundrel you. 

#300. Of Clashes and Classes

I'm in UK. OMG. 2 WEEKS OF SETTLING DOWN HAS BEEN A PAIN IN THE ARSE. 

*dances happily around* LOL. AND NOOOO, I haven't been doing much shopping myself here except for the usual daily groceries which I need to consume in order to NOT starve to death. 8D Okay okay. I lied. I did buy something for myself. Actually, I went  a bit crazy with that actually.

Seriously. I got myself some chocolates to last the term, Blackest Night. Getting Blackest Night made me regret I didn't swipe BN: GL and the BN:GLC cause the next few days I went back to the book store, they were gone. WTF. NOO!!

I also got myself Batman & Robin: Batman Reborn. Oddly enough, I didn't find Superman & Batman books though. I wanted to get it. :( Oh wells. And I also got myself a copy of Batman Vault.

I also went to the first anime society Intro Night. I am not very fond of ROD OR Ouran for that matter since I find them both to be quite overrated. Wished they would have shown something more epic and crazy. Oh wells. Everyone has different preferences. I know which one I like and which one IMO is like the the good anime and which one is the bad one. :P

You know what. I thought I was waaaay beyond this problem already but apparently it just gotten worse. I got clashes in my timetable again. =.= Luckily it's not the lecture time. It's the seminars that clashes and I seriously am clueless in what to do. It's just so annoying everytime these kind of stuffs happens. I don't know the system well. I don't know the lecturers well. Truth to be told, I'm...kinda intimidated by them.

Kinda.

*sigh*

My friend asked me whether I wanted to plunge with him for the new JLA reboot. Of course I said YES. OH PLEASE DO, YES. HAHA Sorry, fangirling moment there. We ordered the 2nd print since neither of us can wait any more longer for the 3rd print. Not to mention, there's a fourth print. It questions me sometimes, do I want to collect the covers or the contents. LOL I know, I know. I'm crazy but wtf. The covers are pretty! I wonder how long will it take for Forbidden Planet to ship it.

Once I finally got it safely, I want to get Flash as well. :D GL, nah. lol. I don't want to get multiple copies since I already have quite a lot....in my collection. @.@ WHY DIDN'T THE REBOOT HAPPENED EARLIER OMG.