#305. Goodies

I think I have been going too over the top with my drama lately. Hahahhaa.

But enough about that. I went to Waterstone today. My aim was to buy The Dark Knight Returns actually but I ended up buying The Return of Bruce Wayne instead. TOINKS. IKR. HAHAHAHA. I am going to have a great time reading it tonight!! It's the deluxe edition. And yes, I bought the hardcover version. Couldn't help it. :P

I also paid a visit to HMV to ask about the Arkahm City game...which I DID ask. The price was okay so I didn't give a damn. I just go on ahead with it.

They gave me this card which I can use to earn points...so does that mean I can use the points to purchase stuffs online or something? :/

#304. Batman Vault

I haven't actually read the book yet. But...

It's AWESOME. HAHAHA. Plus. it's big ass and heavy. I love it. I only flipped through the book. Haven't actually read any of the contents since I wanna save it for some other time. :) It's worth the price and definitely worth collecting. I like how it explains Batman's history, not only that, they also give some collectibles like replicas of Robin's sketch, newspaper articles, covers and etc. It comes with the book and is a definite must-get!

I can't say much about it except to show you some pictures I got.

See how the logos have evolved through the years? :)

Enjoy. Once I read it, I will review the book! In the mean time, Batman Files is going to be released on 25th October, Arkham City is gonna be out on 21st October. 

October is the killer month. I wish I have extra dough to spend. 

:(

#303. Depression

I feel so down lately. Ever since I put my right foot into the University, I feel so...different. It's not home. It's definitely not my friends' either. I can't help but to feel inferior in these cases. I can't help but to feel like I don't belong here. It made me felt terrible for the rest of the week and I can only cheer myself up by indulging myself in  books I love.

I really feel like I can't take the pressure in doing this. I can't study in an environment like this. Its so different. So I did what normally a mentally not stable state person will do, I broke down.

In front of my lecturer. Of all people.

IKR.

I felt so bad during the interview that I can't even think straight. I was so looking forward to joining a group. I was sooo much looking forward to be in that group. I want to do my best. I want to score. I want excellent grades! I know I have the potential to do it even though it's not my strong point. But I am determined to work hard to achieve it no matter what!

Seems like not much people are convinced. I was so close to tears. And it just sorta burst out after everyone left. As usual, am the one who gets left out. I felt so terrible and I was so worried. When he came to me and told me he's concerned about me.

I did the pathetic thing a normal girl would do. I broke down and cried.

I tried to stop the tears from falling but I couldn't.

I just couldn't.

I don't want to sound like a drama queen or anything but it's just so hard for me to handle, especially with all o f those expectations people expected of me. I thought about the scholarship, my family, my grades, my degree classification, my standards, my confidence, my results and I got so caught up in thinking about how I am going to terribly messed things up that everything just sorta killed me.

I felt like I have let someone down. I felt like maybe I don't deserve this.

Please tell me it will be okay.

I really want to win this.

Badly. :(

#302. MY BODY IS READY

I am so worried I won't be able to find a group later.

Please let me join a good group! Please!! >.<

#301. HOUSE. NEW HOUSE.

OH MY FUCKING GOD. NEW HOUSE. FINALLY. WE'RE GONNA MOVE HOUSE!

Ignore the sparkly text. Just so damn happy! My mom predicted we will get a house soon this year so she asked me to make sure I packed up all my junks nicely. I did after so much procrastination. AND NOW SHE REALLY GOT IT. WE'RE GONNA MOVE! TRALALLALALALALAA~

Too bad I won't be able to see it for my own since am stuck in UK for a year. @.@ The only down part to this thing is that it's DAMN far. Like damn far. :( It's near Muara Town. I doubt I will have much people come and visit now....or will I ever wanna go out now.

sobs. WAI SO FAR. But it can't be helped since we gotta be grateful they gave this to us. Gotta be grateful. :)

I had logic and logic programming today. It was interesting but I find it hard to concentrate. My mind keep on telling me it's time to sleep. So I got distracted most of the time but at least I understood what the lecturer was trying to say. I learned the basic mathematics logic before in UBD. I didn't really like it. But it doesn't hurt to relearn this again. Ahahahaha.

After that I went to town. The queue was terrible. And long. :( After about waiting for 20 mins, it was finally our turn. I was cranky and grumpy. We were trying our best to look for the stupid stationary store. IT TOOK US ABOUT 2 HOURS TO FIND THE SHOP. I SWEAR I WANNA DIE. Somewhere around then, me and Aden went to the comic book store. I was hoping to get my hands on the copy of the Dark Knight.

But I found them. OMG OMG.

 Flash was the last copy left on the shelf. I just have to take it. Superman still have a lot of copies left. But I don't want to risk it. >.< So I got it off the shelf too. Now all I have to wait is the 2nd print of Batman and Wonder Woman. Am also still waiting for my JLA to arrive. :( I hope nothing's wrong with the shipping process.

And we also stopped by a place to eat along the way at Munchies. I ordered the Medium Bacon Burger Meal set.

I regret ordering it. I SHOULD HAVE ASKED FOR SMALL. BUT NOOOO. I have to be keh kiang and ask for medium. =.= Biggest mistake ever. The portion was so big that I can't finish it on my own. No wonder the guy was like asking me if we are eating separately or together. I didn't quite get it at first though. LOL

I also went to HMV. They have the Batman Arkham City set for preorder. I wanted to ask how much it cost but I chickened out? LOL AND I SAW THE 3DS. 150 POUNDS FOR ONE. OMG.

Last but not least:

*drools* Supey, are you staring at Batsy? :D I know you are, you scoundrel you.